The Words I Didn’t Say

I was a waitress in a restaurant and you know , to a girl, who just graduated from school ,it’s hard to study well after finished her a-day-work. Life is tough! And something is always out of my control and you know, after my persistence to study for a long time, I just give it up !And I just did what I hated and I wanna go somewhere but you know ,I didn’t know where I could go and the dream ,it’s just more far away from me! got myself lost in that time!

Maybe the god just played a joke for me or maybe it’s called ‘YuanFen’ in Chinese ! I don’t know and the thing just happened out of my blue or just it should be .it was my duty that day. I was cleaning up the plate ,and a guy just stand by my side and said, “hey! girl , one for dinner!” I just gazed him and I didn’t know what to do! “excuse me ,I just wanna have a dinner here and I…”after I was aware  what I should do but I didn’t know how to express it and I used the rubbish English let him sit down and look at the menu and I knew I flushed then and  he just asked many questions to me and you know I just did everything to let him understand  what I wanna show and sometimes I must use some simple-sign language .

After that ,he always came and everytime when he came here that it’s me who serve for him and through our exchanges and I just knew he’s study abroad near here and his name is Kevin !

He didn’t like me to call him ‘Sir’ ,he just asked me to call his name and eventually we started dating and we would do whatever the young lovers should do, for instance ,watching movie, playing chess in the park etc. Even though I always used the simple sign language to let him understand me .And you know there’s no estrangement between us because we fell in love and that time, I knew I was very happy and the colleagues just envied me and I thought that I was good luck enough to find my Mr right! Till some day he told me that he had to go home-town !

 I knew I wanna cry but I did nothing just be silent! “Sorry ,I have to , you are the best girl I have ever seen! I like you so much you know ,and please wait for me!

Someday we will be together, just keep us on contact ,I promise. ” I was still be a silent and I didn’t know what to say and I can’t help to cry on his shoulder … he’s gone and he just left the email-address and his phone number to me .but unfortunately I lost it and for many many reason, I quitted my job ,so I lost him forever …

After that I just got my English-study back and I do my best to do it well and I just pray to god that bless me that I would meet him again and then, I would say to him that I like you very much ,too !And I wanna be with you,as long as you care.